How to Light up the Darkness
Begin after dusk or before sunrise. Find a quiet, comfortable space where you will not be disturbed, and you can safely turn off the lights. You can furnish it with soft cushions and warm blankets. You can burn sage, incense, or essential oils if you wish. Place unlit candles and matches within your reach ready to for you light up the darkness.
Make a cocoon of your surroundings
Sit in your cocoon in darkness with your spine straight
Take your awareness to the sensation of your breathing
Drawing in and releasing out
In cycles and rhythms
As the day turns to night
And night to day
Summer to winter
Winter to summer
Tune in to the silent heartbeat of the Universe
As it responds to your intentions
In the darkness
Sit and listen
Consider first, the physical Earthly darkness
What gifts does it offer you?
In the darkness we are spared the intrusion and interruption
Of all the varied stimulations of daytime activity and chatter
And given the grace to hear
The wisdom of our own hearts
Consider now your own Shadow
disregarded and unwanted
Harsh and offensive when seen against the brightness of sunlight
Or electrical office illumination
But easier to coax forward in the gentle darkness
Easier to see
To accept
Sit with your Shadow
As your companion
Give it space to be
Understand that the unloved and unwanted parts of the Self
Need to be heard
And seen
And felt
For us to become whole
And fully loved
Consider the power that the Universe has
To reveal our Shadow to us
Reflected in the actions of others
Is this not a Gift?
Feel the gratitude invoked by all the gifts of the Universe
Including this one
Allow it to come to the surface
And extend it outwards into the Cosmos
Sit in silence now
Aware of the darkness
But free of thought
Now consider the returning of the light
Which old patterns of behaviour
And limiting beliefs no longer serve you
Know that you can release these now
Into the darkness
To be transmuted
What parts of the Self do you wish to be illuminated?
What intentions do you wish to receive the light?
This time around the sun?
Know that you can take these with you
To be seen with clarity
And warmed into life
As the light returns
With the next sunrise
And on
Light your candles and sit with the new light
Allow yourself to feel deep gratitude for every opportunity
To begin again